I remember touching my brother’s hand, the one I always touched when he was in the hospital, after his funeral. He was shown to us before he was turned back into ash and I just had to touch him again because I knew it would be the last. :( I miss my brother so much that everything reminds me of him.
I’m sorry for making you feel that way :(
At least everyone else is having a blast on Mother’s Day. :( I need my friends right now and they’re not even here with me. Screw you. If you want to leave us, then go.
So miserable.
Tabing Ilog
I wish I had guy friends that are FRIENDS. You know, like hang out and TALK. No malice, all comfort. Sing to each other and go to random places and have fun adventures! I mean, I already have Marian but I want to have those probinsya like friendships. Tipong Tabing Ilog guy friends, you know. Hahahahahahaha wala lang. Random thought
On the feeling of being disliked
I’m the worst in college. I don’t know what happened to me but I just became such a bitch to everyone. Hahahaha! Which I actually realize when I’m at home and laying down on my bed. I run through my whole day and just realize I said or did something to someone that I would have never said or done before. Ohwellz. They only “like” me because I’m “funny” and/or they’re afraid of me. HAHAHAHHAA! Well, no one can like everyone.
I swear I was nice before. Sort of.
It is what it is.
Long Time No See
So our church i renovating its altar and so the seats were moved and my dad and I had to sit on the opposite side of the church because our usual seat was taken already.
When mass was about to end, I saw this girl tht looked really really familiar to me. I rememebrr her face from sonewhere ad after a few minutes, IT HIT ME
IT WAS MARIS. She’s one of my very first friends here in our village and she was the first one who left our barkada because she went to the US.
When I saw her, I wasn’t sure if it was her because I last saw her, around 5 to 6 years ago! I knew where their house is so I planned to “stalk” her to see if she goes to Maris’ house AND SHE DID. Meaning, SHE IS MARIS!
I have no idea why but I felt soooo happy HAHAHA I mean, I don’t even go out as much anymore because the rest of our village barkada is gone na rin :( But yeah. I felt like a kid again awhile ago imagining myself on top of the dinosaur slide we have in our playground with my childhood friends.
Good times, good times!
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
